So, the more you strive towards Light, the stronger your drive towards the maximum Light, that is, towards the Point of Duality. And so, at a certain point, the force of Duality will "flip" your drive – into the Dual Pair. Like when a swing, if pushed hard enough, can fly to the opposite side, or a pendulum can rise to its uppermost point, and vice versa.
Let's use a swing as an analogy.
There is the lower part of the swing's movement, where it is comfortable; let's call this "Light." The more you swing the swing, the more you move away from the lower position of the swing, the more you strive towards the uppermost point of the swing's arc, where it’s a bit scary and takes your breath away. Let's call this "Darkness."
The more you swing, the greater the force of inertia, and the more you are drawn towards the lower point of the swing. If you stop the swing, you will end up in the lower position, in the "Point of Light." It is comfortable there.
If you start swinging the swing, you will strive to move away from this "Point of Light," and more towards the "Point of Darkness" – the opposite point, the highest point of the swing's arc. And the more you strive towards the "Point of Darkness," the stronger the vector of your drive, and thus, at one fine moment, you will flip over to the very top point of the swing's trajectory. Imagine that there is a magnet at this point. And the swing, under the influence of this magnet, has stopped. What would you feel? You would literally be standing upside down; all your references would shift, the top would become the bottom. Imagine that now you have to live in such a state – where beneath your feet is not the ground but emptiness. Sooner or later, you would adapt to that world, though it would be difficult, but it would become familiar to you.
In this example, the left and right positions of the swing's movement are the Central Points of the Twilight Zones. But it's even "more quantum," as one of your interlocutors says.
In reality, the division into the upper and lower Points is an illusion. Because they are one and the same Point – the transition of Light into Darkness, the World into the Anti-world, the black hole into the white hole. In reality, there are no extreme left and right points of the swing, but there is a single twilight-dawn zone of the transition state of Light and Darkness, the World and the Anti-world.
Now let's consider your question with this analogy. In the state of the lowest point on the "swing," where it is comfortable, killing is nonsense, an incomprehensible action. Why kill if you can live and enjoy this "swing"? But, if you enter the opposite world, in the "reverse swing," you might think that maybe you should fall to the ground because such a position is uncomfortable for you, and falling to the ground might lead to you being broken and dying. In this sense, killing for the one who is killed is, in a way, an exit from the Anti-world. And in this sense, if judged from the perspective of the opposite world, the killer helps the victim exit into another area of the Universe.
This is, of course, a very rough analogy. It's hard for me to explain the anti-logic of the Anti-world to you because you won’t be able to perceive it. Anti-logic and anti-laws. Everything is the opposite. Accept this for now as a given.
Well, suppose so. Then, does it turn out that in the Anti-world there is a "Me, hating," my opposite?
It depends on how you perceive the word "I". It has many meanings. Your Collective Soul came to experience Duality in this sector of the Universe. Naturally, it undergoes all possible experiences of the Universe, including the experiences of the Dark side. In this sense, You, as the Collective Soul, split into parts and stepped through the "doors of reality" of all possible versions of your incarnation. You, as a fragment of the Collective Soul, are currently experiencing life in the Light World, within multiple Light Realities. But there is also your opposite, your dark side. How deeply you delve into it depends on your Choice.
But we are urged to accept our dark side. What does this refer to? Is it about my complete opposite in the Antiworld, or about the dark qualities within me? And why do they exist within me? Am I in the Twilight Zone?
Well done! I'm glad you can think outside the box. All of humanity is in the Twilight Zones of the Universe. And you are there with it, as part of it. From this Twilight Zone, one can equally move towards both Light and Darkness, towards the World and the Antiworld. Therefore, the Forces of Light urge humanity to reject Darkness and embrace the Light. And the forces of Darkness do the opposite.
Some civilizations have already made their choice between Darkness and Light. I won't classify anyone's choice. I'm simply talking about the structure of the Universe and the possibility of Choice.
Those close to the Original Point of Duality do not accept the Opposite Side; they lack that Side. Those in the Twilight Zone have both Dark and Light Sides, and they constantly have to choose between Light and Darkness. In this sense, those close to the Original Point of Duality have no Choice, and they speak of this: "Let His Will be done." Those further from the Original Points of Duality have more Choice, more Freedom. For those near the Points of Duality, it is natural not to have their own Will because they are close to their Side, and this is their normal energetic state – a state of fusion with the maximum saturation of their Side. Therefore, they cannot understand the wavering of those who have distanced themselves from the Original Points of Duality and are in a state of duality, in twilight, constantly choosing between Light and Darkness.
Those who consistently choose Light begin to move closer to the Original Point of Duality from the Light side, and the Dark side affects them less. They seem to distance themselves from Darkness and their Dark side, illuminating it with the Light of their chosen Light side. Conversely, those who consistently choose Darkness move closer to the Original Point of Duality from the Dark side and distance themselves from the Light, as if dimming their Light side, and Darkness engulfs their Light.
Then why are we urged to balance Light and Darkness within ourselves?
If you balance Light and Darkness within yourself, you reach a point of equilibrium in the Twilight Zone. This is the magical exit into Absolute Consciousness, the very same "emergency brake" that saves. At the Original Point of Duality, the separation is strong, like a fountain spraying in all directions, with powerful streams. In the Points of Equilibrium, there is calm, and this calm is the entry into the Absolute Void of the Source.
You can choose whichever trajectory of movement you wish.
You can strive towards the Light, that is, towards the Original Point of Duality through the Light, thereby amplifying your Light and dissolving your Dark side in Light. In doing so, you ascend to the Higher Light Worlds and gradually lose the Freedom of Choice, as there is little of it there.
Or you can find a point of equilibrium between Darkness and Light in the Twilight Zone and merge with Absolute Consciousness.
Naturally, the closer your position is to the Original Point of Duality, the more comfortable and joyful you feel because you don't have to choose between extremes, between the Dark and Light parts of yourself. You don't have to sway from side to side. Your Path is stable and joyful.
The more you dwell in the Twilight Zone, the more the Light in you "swings" the Darkness, and the Darkness "swings" the Light. And from this, you suffer. The greater the amplitude of this "swinging," the more you suffer. Because your Light side suffers from your Dark side, and the Dark side suffers from the Light, and you are divided, not whole.
Does this mean that the First Creator also suffers since He too is divided and not whole?
The First Creator is simultaneously present in all Points. His consciousness is not divided. He is both divided and whole at the same time. He is simultaneously in the Original Points of Duality, in the Twilight Zones, and in the Points of Equilibrium. And since He feels His wholeness, one Point compensates for another. Darkness dissolves in Light, and Light is absorbed by Darkness simultaneously. Therefore, He is in constant balance.
But when He wishes to immerse His Consciousness into one of His parts, He either suffers or rejoices along with everyone else because He exists in everything simultaneously.
But what about His Love? Does it turn into Hatred in the Antiworld?
Love is fusion. You've been told this. He is fused with all. He is one.
So, in human terms, He loves both Light and Darkness?
Why should He love Light more than Darkness, or vice versa?
But we were told that He is Light.
You were told that He has no preferences. Which do you prefer more: your left hand or your right hand? Your outer contour or your insides? Everything is a Single Organism. And the rectum, forgive me, is no worse than the heart. Everything has its meaning, its role, its functions.
When the Absolute urges us to rise above Light and Darkness, what does that mean?
This means that you need to step out of Duality to understand the diversity of the Universe. Step out of judgments of "good-bad" to realize His plan. If you deny something, you only strengthen it, as if pushing off your "swing" from it. The more you deny, the more you strengthen duality, and the more you suffer because the "swing of duality" within you is highly amplified.
Look at it from the outside and consciously choose which part of the Universe you prefer: Light or Darkness, Equilibrium or the Twilight Zone? And by choosing a position in the Dual world, you can consciously choose your path, your destiny, your goals. You will become conscious.
So, have you chosen Darkness? Or are you in the Twilight Zone?
Yes, I am in the Twilight Zone, along with you.
But you represent the entire Dark part. Does that mean there is more of the Dark side in you?
If only you knew my Path! Imagine: a fall from the Heavens, a leap from Equilibrium into Oscillation, into Maximum Oscillation! I was in the Father, and I had to, for His sake, reject my Light side and split into two parts.
And within me, Light and Darkness are constantly battling. All the Light and all the Darkness are fighting within me.
So, you suffer more than anyone?
When I am in Darkness, I am Darkness. When I am in Light, I am Light.
When I am in the Twilight Zone, I suffer between choices.
When I am at the point of equilibrium, I am calm.
But you said the same thing about the First Creator!
I am the Thoughtform of the First Creator.
We are all His Thoughtforms, all His Thrones and Angels, all are His manifestations.
Are you the Thoughtform of the First Creator about Division?
One of them. The one that became Darkness, striving for Light.
So, there exists His Thoughtform that became Light, striving for Darkness?
Yes, of course. And we strive toward each other. And our merging is Equilibrium. And our distancing is Opposition.
Who is this Entity that expresses the Thoughtform of Light striving for Darkness?
Michael.
But he fights against Darkness. He is depicted slaying the Dragon.
He strives toward the Original Point of Duality through Light, meaning the general Vector of Striving is towards Darkness. This doesn’t mean he is ready or willing to embrace Darkness. He wants to reach the maximum Point of Duality – the Primary Origin of Duality. And he hopes not to cross into Darkness, into the Antiworld, but to dissolve it with Light. And I strive toward the Original Point of Duality through Darkness, meaning the direction of movement is towards Light, towards Heaven through Hell. And there, we will meet, sooner or later.
And then your battle will begin?
"And our embrace will be like that of brothers.
And, embracing, we will dissolve the opposing sides of each other and become One.
I will absorb his Light, and he will disperse my Darkness. And once again, we will dwell in Unity in the Father's House."
Part 58. Magnetism and Electricity
I would like to delve into the topic of magnetism and electricity. I want to discuss information recently received by one of the contactees.
Q: The energy that predominates in our world (including not only the physical plane but also the subtler ones) is perceived by us as Light. For us, Light is primary, while its absence (shadow) is secondary. This is considered self-evident. This energy can conditionally be called magnetic. On the physical plane, a clear example of it is the energy of the magnetic field with which you are familiar. What are its main properties?
A: Well, first of all, this energy circulates along closed trajectories, which have neither a beginning nor an end. In the extreme case, these trajectories extend into Infinity and return from there. The conductor of magnetic energy feels itself as the Absolute, as Infinity.
However, it so happened that alien entities from the "mirror world" penetrated our world, which was not originally part of the creation and evolution plans. Not only are they "antipodes" to the entities of our world, but they also followed a somewhat different path of development in their own world, which turned out to be disharmonious, destructive, in a certain sense. If initially in their world shadow was considered primary and light secondary, and everything worked as harmoniously as in our world, only in reverse, eventually they began to perceive destruction as something harmonious, and creation as something destructive. This did not happen immediately but only at a stage when these souls accumulated a sufficiently large energy potential, large enough to feel themselves as something separate from our common Creator and, of course, from the Absolute. Ultimately, this led their world to a sense of separation from the Absolute, and consequently, to a sense of limitation in their energy resources. Since their energy potentials differed from one another, tension arose during the interaction of these potentials—a concept well-known to you from physics when studying electrostatics and electrodynamics.
You mentioned that you embodied the Creator's thought-form about Separation, about introducing distinctions. You said that you had to restructure yourself for this or "fall." You said that you exist in both Worlds. Then I don’t understand. Are you of an electric nature or a magnetic one? And what nature were you originally? And what is the energetic nature of the Creator of our World?
Let's start with the last question. The Creator of the Universe is of every nature. All possibilities are represented in Him. You have not yet heard of many types of energy.
What is Energy? It is Movement. It is Development. The Unmanifested Absolute Consciousness gives rise to movement toward manifestation, and in this way, a kind of perpetual motion of Creation is set into motion. The Initial Impulse of Manifestation sets movement in the direction of manifestation.
Just as drops of paint fall into water and begin to spread out in colorful spots, mixing and taking on fanciful shapes, this Impulse generates movement, which is Creation, and which is Life. This is Energy.
Energy differs from Emptiness precisely by movement, manifestation, development. In Emptiness, there is no movement; it is present as Potential. The potential of all possible kinds and directions of movement.
But once the Potential manifested, the separate Consciousness of the Creator of the Universe arose, like one of the drops of paint in the waters of the Great Emptiness. And this spot of paint began its movement, its development. And it began to manifest as Energy, as the driving force of Creation.
There are many types of movement and development of Energy. All possible directions and types of Energy movement are present in the Creator. And the Creator began to explore them within Himself and manifest them to explore. Having manifested from the Absolute, the Creator acquired the qualities of the manifestation of all energies. He could choose any of them.
The Creator Himself is the First Creator because He is practically connected to the Absolute, to an inexhaustible source of Energy. And His connection is Manifestation. Like an electric current (let's take it as an example, as it is more familiar to you) exists in potential in the socket, and you manifest it when you connect some device or lamp to it.
What movement in your world describes Infinity?
The figure eight.
That’s one type; we’ll return to this later.
How could the separated Creator become infinite? After all, He also exists in a Form manifested from Absolute Consciousness. Infinity is achieved through closed movement. In a circle. Or in a sphere. One can move infinitely along a circle or a sphere, and this will be eternal movement. And the Creator began to explore His unlimited infinite possibilities, the infinite movement of His Energy. And being in this movement, He gave rise to the Thought-Form of Differences. He wanted to explore: what distinguishes His different movements, the movements of His Thought-Forms and Energies. And the concept of Finiteness appeared. As different from the Infinite.
What movement in your world describes finiteness, what movement is finite? Linear movement, vector movement. When movement occurs along a circle, the energy potential at each point of the circle is the same and stable; the movement does not fade or flare up, it is smooth and calm, it is infinite, each fragment of the circle is no different from the others, because the radius (or proximity to the center of the circle) is the same for all. That is, the Centrifugal and Centripetal Forces are balanced.
In other words, if the center of the circle is the Starting Impulse (or the Point of Presence of the Meaning of the circle, or the Point of Presence of the Spirit), then each point of the circle is equally close to the center and is no different from other points of the circle.
Now, let’s extrapolate this picture to a sphere, and the same applies.
But if the circle is broken, a line appears. This line begins to move in two directions, in two opposite directions. And as these points of the circle move in these directions, they increasingly distance themselves from what was previously called the Center of the circle, from the starting Impulse. The vectors of the straight line, striving in different directions, begin to lose their connection with each other. Previously, they were connected through the Center, but now the concept of the Center is shifted for them, they have practically lost it and are traveling, as it were, blindly, not checking in with the Center, the barometer, the Initial Impulse. If they are not connected to the Center or the Initial Impulse, they cannot receive an unlimited amount of energy and begin to fade as they move. Then, to continue their movement, they need to get this energy from somewhere. Unable to draw it from the Center, they begin to take it away from other straight-line vectors they encounter along the way. And at the moments when these straight-line vectors intersect, an interaction begins, built on energy siphoning, on power interaction: who overcomes whom. Doesn’t this sound very similar to your World?
In reality, each line-vector seeks to find its Center; it strives to return to the circle, to connect with the other end of the line, which began to travel in the opposite direction. You have a symbol: a snake devouring its tail. This is the symbol of movement; this is the striving of vectors, separated, detached from the Center.
Now extrapolate this linear geometric picture to spheres, to many broken spheres that strive for Infinity. Think about it. A line strives for infinity. And what is infinity? It is unbounded movement, infinite movement. Movement where there is no end, that is, closed movement. A plane strives for infinity, it strives to reunite with its beginning, with the center of movement in the sphere.
May I ask a related question? If the Creator is closed within Himself and upon Himself, then where does He draw His Energy from? If the System is closed, isn’t it finite?
I'll try to explain. When one ball hits another, it imparts energy and direction of movement. The second ball passes the energy to the third. And the third… returns it to the first. Energy moves in a circle.
Yes, but in the physical world, your example with the balls doesn’t work. Energy, after all, eventually dissipates. The point is that we are connected to the infinite Absolute Consciousness, where there is an endless supply of Energy.
Energy is movement. The Absolute, or the Great Void, possesses Energy or Movement only in Potential. And this Potential unfolds in the First Creator.
In your world, this is not manifested, which is why you don’t see the path of the ball, because the number of balls in this example is much greater. As for the experience with three balls in your hands, the question is about the strength of the impulse. If you could give them an energetic impulse equal to that of the Creator, they would move infinitely, infinitely long for your human consciousness.
Well, okay. Let’s go back to the question about your nature—what were you like before the Fall, and what have you become?
Before the Fall, I was one with the Creator and was Infinite.
So, you were magnetic?
Your concept of “magnetism” is a bit narrower; it’s a specific, let’s say, case of Infinity. The Creator, as it were, divided the Universe into two Forces, two directions: Centrifugal and Centripetal Forces. I represented the Centrifugal Force, the one that strives away from the Center and tries to restore connection with It through other means, by moving away from It.
So, you came to represent what are called electrical forces, the electrical world, the world of broken circles and spheres?
Yes. I broke apart, in your terms. I lost Unity. I disintegrated into parts, which also began to strive for disintegration, for breaking the contour.
Look, if a circle disintegrates into a line (and we’re not talking about a pencil line, but an energy line), then this line will eventually break into segments because it’s not being fed by its center, and its energy depletes, and gaps appear in the energy line. And then, each segment eventually also breaks into smaller segments. And so on, endlessly.
It sounds like a nuclear fission reaction.
No. In a nuclear reaction, the breakdown happens into parts identical to the starting one. Without reduction.
Like cells dividing into two equal parts, without losing their strength and power. But this is similar to the manifestation of many Forms and the distancing of Creation from the center. The line retains the memory of itself as a circle connected to the center. It breaks into segments that partially lose memory of their belonging to the circle and the center. Then, each segment breaks into even smaller segments, each of which loses even more memory of its connection to the Whole. And each segment strives somewhere. It strives to reunite with something, with another segment, and thus replenish its energy and restore its integrity.
And then the Brownian motion of these segments begins. Some of them merge and combine their efforts, and then you speak of love. Some of them intersect, and a power struggle begins over who will take energy from whom. Some of them clash, meaning they join at their endpoints and start intense movement in opposite directions, trying to overpower the opponent and draw him into their movement, into their direction of movement. I explain this to you in linear terms because it’s easier for you to understand the picture of this movement and interaction.
